These days I have mental tension to one degree or another, like a constant companion I can't entirely shake. I practice calm, deep breathing and letting go, it minimizes the dizziness and ringing in my ears. I've thought about the fact I used to be an administrative assistant for as many as six people at a time at the County Office of Education; organizing their
calendars, travel schedules, billing, print jobs, tracking details, etc, etc,
etc. If it makes me crazy, I don't want to do it anymore.
So today I figured I'd go into town and run 'a few errands', but I wasn't going to make a list, because nothing had to get done.
I started at the local Post Office, dropped off Netflix, mailed a
get well card and bought stamps for bill paying.
Then I drove to town and went to the Sheriff’s office to dispose of expired prescription medications. The nice lady at the counter told me I was at the Correction Facility and I needed to go two driveways down to the Administration
office. Finally found it, the address facing the street was obscured by bushes.
Next I went to the a local gift shop to exchange my ceramic teapot
because it’s developed fine cracks throughout and leaks tea onto the
counter. I’ve had it almost a year. She did exchange it, but said whatever
warranty it had was long ago expired. Perhaps, but a teapot shouldn’t
leak!
I stopped in at Lucky’s grocery store, which I don’t know the lay out of, found the
restroom, then got buns for dinner – pulled pork sandwiches.
I went to the Credit Union and paid our monthly credit card statement from savings and withdrew cash
from checking, noted the transaction in the bank book.
I decided to go to the Transfer Station (aka: the dump) next and then Beverly’s Crafts for new
knitting needles, since Beverly’s was going to feel fun after all these
errands.
I wanted disposing of my e-waste to feel like this:
Instead it was like this:
E-waste represents 2% of America's trash in landfills, but it equals 70% of overall toxic waste.
It wasn’t hard, or embarrassing, though I had to do my own lifting and
unloading. But I wasn't happy or comfortable as I hurked two dead microwaves, two CRT monitors and a stereo receiver into the pile. I decided I felt guilty.
We are bombarded with messages about ‘keeping it out of the landfill’. I told myself the transfer station processes stuff and it’s better than sitting in the bushes somewhere! But I don’t really know where old microwaves and
monitors go to die. – And seeing all that TRASH is just depressing, we are such a throw away society.
By then it was 11:45 so I stopped for a sandwich. Man did I need that. Felt
better afterward, that and 12 ozs of water.
Then at Beverly’s, bought size 10 knitting needles for a new project and
used this month’s 40% off coupon. Yay! I was so ready to head home. Sometimes
running errands feels like a job in itself.
Once home I corralled the items we’re donating to the annual church yard sale; an easy chair, sub-woofer, vinyl suitcase, quartz heater, and Sony large screen TV; and called the church to
suggest Ralph bring someone to help him load the truck. Then I pulled my DS2's 13 year old bike out of the shed, hauled it around front, hosed it off and wiped it
down. Then I gave the vinyl seat and handle grips a once over with a light
lubricate. It looks 100% better.
The men from the church just came and hauled all that stuff away. I think I need a nap.